Living Amid the Myths

I don't even need this curse to be happy or say why I'm happy.

I'm happy that I have such good friends like Mat and Tony and Abby and Chuck and Shin and Ianto and Barnabas and, oh, I can't even list them all!

And I'm so happy that my friends made me my beautiful house last year so I can be inside and still feel safe and I can lie on my bed and watch the stars or the wind blowing through the trees or the storms!

And I'm happy to be able to have the river and the forest and the trees and that I feel comfortable and safe there and I'm happy I get to work at the Library with all the BOOKS and that the Library likes me.

And that people like me here and I'm safe.

And so, so many other things!

ETA: And 'Mana! How could I forget to put in her? And our horse! See! I knew I'd forget all sorts of things and people, but they all make me happy even if I forget to put them here!

I should have come on yesterday to say I was sorry for any hurt or upset I caused, but I was too embarrassed. Even though Mat says everyone will understand, I still feel horrible.

So, please, accept my apologies and I hope no one was too bothered by that other person here.

I want to curl up and snuggle with someone and there's no one here. It's warm and sunny and cozy and I just want to stay here forever.

But it would be so much nicer if someone joined me.

Tony, I'm so sorry I didn't make it to work today. I meant to be there and then I lost track of time and then it was too late. I promise I'll make it up later.

*sigh* And now Sam has me all worried about apologizing and why I'm really doing it and... and my head hurts again.

So, exams? Totally not concerned about them.

What I am concerned about is making sure I have a date for the dance.

Come on, there has to be someone out there interested. Hot girl, totally puts out, smart, funny, and looking to party.

Anyone? Professor Stark? You know you want to.