livingmyths: (Happy)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2008-11-02 06:16 pm

033: Happiness is...

Happiness is...

- having people who care about you
- not feeling like a damaged freak all the time
- working in a place that you love
- having a beautiful place to live
- feeling safe
- pretending to be in a fairy tale
- dancing
- kisses

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
The grin remained as he looked down at her. "That's also allowed."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Good," she said softly. "Because I like it. I feel warm and safe and happy."

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm glad. I'll do my best to keep you liking it." He kissed the top of her head and reached for the food then offered her a grape.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
She took the grape, smiling up at him, her face completely open. "What can I do to make you feel happy and warm and safe?"

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
Mat hesitated suddenly and frowned. "I...don't know. I haven't felt that way for a long time now. I don't know if I remember what it does feel like."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
She shifted enough to be able to meet his eyes. "I want to make you feel like that again, then."

Rain thought for a moment, considering seriously. "I... I think I can let you feel what I feel. If that would help."

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
"You're really kind." Then what else she said finally registered.

"You can let me feel what you feel?"

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
"I think so," Rain said hesitantly. "I've been practicing with what I can do. I was able to do that with someone else once."

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Feel what you feel." It was obvious he was nervous about it. He didn't trust things that couldn't be explained. But, he took a deep breath. "Let's try it."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
She nodded and closed her eyes, leaning into him a little more, then opened herself as much as she could, putting all of her effort into letting him feel how warm and happy and safe she felt around him.

The arousal was undoubtedly there too, even though she didn't really know what it was.

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't understand what was happening at first. Then he felt it. The warmth, the happiness, the safety, and the... Instantly his eyes went wide. Strange but good. She didn't recognize it but he did.

Through all of it, he could only think of one word to whisper. "Light..."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
"Can you feel it?" she whispered, still holding herself as open to him as she could manage, wanting to give back at least a little to him.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Good," she said with a smile and kept the connection open, willing to do so as long as he wanted.

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
"I'd almost forgotten..."

He smiled. "That last one. Strange but good. I know it. I've felt it before."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Have you?" she asked curiously. "I... I like it. But it makes me... want... something."

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
He laughed. "That's what it's supposed to do."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
Rain looked confused. "But what? I don't understand?"

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"But nothing. It's supposed to make you feel good and want more kisses and...more."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
She looked up at him wide-eyed. "More...?"

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
This was going downhill really fast. "More...beyond that."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"I... there is more beyond kissing?" She still hadn't made any sort of connection between the wonderful feeling and the kissing and the sex that she thought so little of. "Would you... show me?"

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Her question came just as he was popping another grape in his mouth. Instantly, he started spluttering and coughing.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
She looked utterly startled and went up on her knees to try and help him. "Mat! Are you alright?"

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
He waved his hand as he took a deep breath. "I'm fine. Just choked."

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