livingmyths: (Happy)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2008-11-02 06:16 pm

033: Happiness is...

Happiness is...

- having people who care about you
- not feeling like a damaged freak all the time
- working in a place that you love
- having a beautiful place to live
- feeling safe
- pretending to be in a fairy tale
- dancing
- kisses

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
She moaned into his mouth at the feel of his skin warm under her hands. "Mat," she whispered. "Oh, Mat..."

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
A low groan rumbled in the back of his throat. "Light, don't stop that..."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
She smiled against his lips, pleased to know she could affect him. She slid her other hand underneath his shirt as well, letting both hands explore.

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
He groaned again and ran his fingers along her legs. She was better at this than she realized.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
She wriggled against him, trying to get closer and have better access to touch him. Having his hands and mouth on her was amazing. Having him react to her made her feel even more wonderful.

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
His hands slid up under her clothes again as he adjusted their positions so that her back was resting on the blanket beneath them and he was kneeling over her. It was a position he was used to but... He pulled back enough to look down into her eyes. "Are you still alright?"

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
She suddenly looked startled. This was a position she was also familiar with. "Wait, is this...? Are we...? I don't understand."

Still, she was clinging to him and making no effort to move away from him

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll stop if you want me to."

He doesn't want to though.

"I won't make you do anything you don't want to do. I'm not that kind of a man."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
"But this isn't the way it is. This isn't the way it feels," Rain said, totally confused. "Sex, it's... not good. And this, this is beautiful."

She didn't want to stop either. Her body craved whatever came next, something completely outside her realm of experience, and though confused, she trusted him.

"I... no, I don't want you to stop. I just don't understand."

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Mat dipped down and kissed her again. "No. It's not supposed to be like that. It's supposed to be good. Feel good."

Gently he touched her cheek.

"You've been bloody well hurt and shown something terrible. That's not the way it should be."

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Rain stared up at him for a moment, searching his face and seeing the honesty there. After a long moment she nodded, shoving herself up on one elbow and reaching out with her other hand to pull him in closer for another kiss.

"Show me, then," she whispered. "Show me how it's supposed to be. I trust you."

She would have had sex with him if he'd wanted even when she had thought it would be not good, the way she expected. She wouldn't turn down this opportunity, not with him, not when he was already making her feel so wonderful.

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[identity profile] bloodygoodluck.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Alright."

There was something huge about being trusted with something like this. With being trusted at all. He knew he'd never hurt her but her trust still meant something to him. And he had no intentions of breaking it.

Just as gentle as he'd always been, he lowered her back down while he kissed her. His hands moved down to touch skin again and even slid up along her stomach. He'd deal with his pants later as well as uncovering her a little so they could even have sex. For now, he just wanted to relax her again.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-11-04 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
Rain whimpered again as his hands stroked her stomach, arching up into his touch, even as her own hands went searching for skin again.

She trusted him and she knew he wouldn't hurt her, still... sex? She couldn't make sense of it. And his actions were making it impossible for her to even think about it at all.