livingmyths: (Sad)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2008-10-06 03:40 pm

026: Gone

Tony's gone and Luke is gone and Leia and Mr. Winchester and... It's just...

It's not fair. Finally the ancestors let me have friends and then they take them away?

I know life isn't fair and I know things happen and there's nothing you can do and you need to just stop whining and get over them, but...

This hurts.

I never had friends before and maybe now I don't want any anymore if this is what is going to happen.

I can't go back to the beautiful house Tony and my other friends made for me. Not now.

Maybe later I'll be able to look at it and remember good things, but right now it would just be too painful.

Are any of my friends still here?

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Tony? Tony Stark Tony is gone?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. He was on the network and then he was just... gone.

He's... he was my best friend.

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes! The weirdo is gone! I'm sorry to hear that. I guess he went back home with the others.

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[identity profile] treadingdawn.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry for your loss.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I miss him. He was always so good to me.

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[identity profile] treadingdawn.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I had never had the pleasure of speaking with him but I do understand.

I am Caspian.

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[Voice]

[personal profile] silk_for_calde 2008-10-06 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, Rain...

Losing friends is always painful, but it's through no fault of yours that they've gone. Remember, too, that many who are here have work to accomplish yet in their own whorls; we may linger here for days and months, perhaps even for years, but it is only a respite for many, not an ultimate fate.

They would not want you to be sad, I am certain.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I know and they're probably a lot happier back in their homes with the good things and all.

And tomorrow I'll remind myself of that a lot.

But today... today I just want to be sad and miss them. They deserve one day, don't they?
silk_for_calde: (I grow older)

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[personal profile] silk_for_calde 2008-10-06 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
They do, Rain, and you aren't wrong to deny the pain you feel; I only hope that you won't let it consume you, and that you won't turn away from the friends who remain, and those you have yet to make.

Besides, you never know; you may yet see some of them again. Occasionally people return to this place.

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[identity profile] hisplusone.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear that...

I was looking forward to meeting him...

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
I think you would have liked him.

[identity profile] hisplusone.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe he'll come back, yeah? This place does that a lot.

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[identity profile] metastable.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
As painful as it is, your friends have gone back to do their duty in their worlds. The City itself is counting down, is fleeting, and so is everyone's presence here.

I find it difficult to believe, though, that none of us will remember the comrades we had here. Even if they can't recall a name, they'll know what you have done for them.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
I hope so. Thank you. That helps.

[identity profile] beast-unbound.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
The City is a weird place, yeah. Everyone has been leaving lately, and sometimes it seems like we're all just going to pop out of existence here any day now.

Whoa, Tony's gone? Crap. I work for him. I guess I can continue my project, and maybe help oversee things for the time when he may return.

But hey! Cheer up a little bit, because you have all these friends here trying to make you happy. I don't know you, but if you'll have me around, I'd certainly like to.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
It is odd.

And yes, I'm pretty sure he's gone.

I'd be glad to have you around. I don't think you can ever have too many friends.

[identity profile] gondorsfinest.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
...That is indeed many friends to lose at once.

No one can force you to grieve outside of your own pace, Rain. Nor should it be anyone else's choice when you finally move on.

Yet, if you are not returning to your house, then what is your plan?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's hard. And I know I'll be better tomorrow, but I just need today, so thank you for that.

I think maybe I'll stay at the Library tonight. I stay there sometimes. It's safe and it likes me. Sometimes it sings to me or tells me stories as I drift off to sleep.

[identity profile] gondorsfinest.livejournal.com 2008-10-08 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
The library? I suppose it is a secure place, and a sturdy roof over your head. Are you fond of lore?

You will be sure to take a proper meal, I trust.

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[identity profile] notrlyjesus.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
It's kinda sad and creepy, huh? So many this time....

But, on the other hand, they're going home, and, hopefully, they'll be happy. That's all we can hope for.

I'm still here.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
I hope they're all happy.

And I'm glad you're still here with me.

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[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
If you're getting this message it means that I have not been online for 24 hours. I have either been killed and have not come back to life or have left the City.

Rain, I'm sorry I had to go. I wish I could have stayed here longer with you, you were a great friend to me. I hope that you get to stay here and don't ever have to leave. You deserve a place where people like you. Please don't be too say, Rain, and enjoy the time we had together.

You're a special person, I hope I could help you see that.

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Rain just broke down and cried when she got the message.

[identity profile] i-themagician.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. That's quite a lot of people to lose almost all at once.

I think I know how you feel, somewhat.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 12:04 pm (UTC)(link)
It is, yes. It's very hard.

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