livingmyths: (Sad)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2008-10-06 03:40 pm

026: Gone

Tony's gone and Luke is gone and Leia and Mr. Winchester and... It's just...

It's not fair. Finally the ancestors let me have friends and then they take them away?

I know life isn't fair and I know things happen and there's nothing you can do and you need to just stop whining and get over them, but...

This hurts.

I never had friends before and maybe now I don't want any anymore if this is what is going to happen.

I can't go back to the beautiful house Tony and my other friends made for me. Not now.

Maybe later I'll be able to look at it and remember good things, but right now it would just be too painful.

Are any of my friends still here?

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I do. I miss it. Los Angeles, most of all, smog and all. That's where I was born.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry you're stuck here then. But maybe you'll get to go home soon.

I mean, I want to stay here, but I know most people want to leave.

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Only if I'm lucky. I left my friends behind.

There's nothing you want to go back home to? No friends or family?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
Then I hope you get to see your friends again soon.

No. I don't really have anyone. It was just me.

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have parents either. All I had back home were my friends and they didn't have any parents either and...

Wow. It just hit me that I'm an actual orphan. I only really saw those on TV.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know if my dad's dead or not. I kind of ran away from him a while back. My mom is, though. And her mom.

I'm sorry your parents are dead. That's hard, I know.

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
I ran away from home too. Before they died. They died after I left.

It's not really, to be honest. I kind of miss them, but... they did some stuff I couldn't agree with. That makes me not miss them sometimes.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I don't miss my dad at all. I feel like I should feel bad about that, but I really don't.

[identity profile] tofuinthesky.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Let's both not feel bad together, okay? Might as well go down together.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds like a good plan. We will be unrepentant!