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livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2008-10-06 03:40 pm
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026: Gone

Tony's gone and Luke is gone and Leia and Mr. Winchester and... It's just...

It's not fair. Finally the ancestors let me have friends and then they take them away?

I know life isn't fair and I know things happen and there's nothing you can do and you need to just stop whining and get over them, but...

This hurts.

I never had friends before and maybe now I don't want any anymore if this is what is going to happen.

I can't go back to the beautiful house Tony and my other friends made for me. Not now.

Maybe later I'll be able to look at it and remember good things, but right now it would just be too painful.

Are any of my friends still here?
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silk_for_calde: (Default)

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[personal profile] silk_for_calde 2008-10-06 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, Rain...

Losing friends is always painful, but it's through no fault of yours that they've gone. Remember, too, that many who are here have work to accomplish yet in their own whorls; we may linger here for days and months, perhaps even for years, but it is only a respite for many, not an ultimate fate.

They would not want you to be sad, I am certain.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-06 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I know and they're probably a lot happier back in their homes with the good things and all.

And tomorrow I'll remind myself of that a lot.

But today... today I just want to be sad and miss them. They deserve one day, don't they?
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[Voice]

[personal profile] silk_for_calde 2008-10-06 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
They do, Rain, and you aren't wrong to deny the pain you feel; I only hope that you won't let it consume you, and that you won't turn away from the friends who remain, and those you have yet to make.

Besides, you never know; you may yet see some of them again. Occasionally people return to this place.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I won't. Loss... well, I lose people all the time.

But life goes on.

And it's good to be reminded of the friends I still have. Thank you.
silk_for_calde: (Men build scales)

[Voice]

[personal profile] silk_for_calde 2008-10-07 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
We all do, Rain. I am sorry that you've lost so many in such a brief span of time.

Do you need somewhere to stay, if you're not ready to return to your home?

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2008-10-07 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
No, I can always stay at the Library. I've only had a home for a few days anyway, so it's okay. But thank you for offering.

I get scared inside apartments or I might take you up on it if only for the company.
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