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094: In the Woods

If anyone's looking for me, I'm going to be staying out in the woods for a while.

I've taken some time off from the Library and I just... I'm just going to go out and stay by the river for a bit.

Don't worry, I have my backpack with all my things and I have my Network Device so you can reach me. And if anyone wants to come visit I can tell you where I am.

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You're not, are you?

I'm... I don't know what I am, Thomas.

But I'll be okay.

You're Rain. That's what matters.

I don't know...

What if that's not enough?

Enough for what? What's going on?

Enough... enough for me to have the things I want someday.

What do you want, someday?

It's... It's selfish to say.

I'm embarrassed.

Everyone's allowed to be selfish every now and then.

Everything is so different now that my mind is a little less... broken.

But it means - now I understand how I'm not like other people and how I'm just... Not Right.

I never understood that before.

I wish I could unknow it. All of it.

What about being different makes you not right? You think you're the only person from your world who ever had powers?

Not that kind of different, Thomas.

So, what then?

I... I'm like a little girl in a grown-up body. I'm not, it's not the way I should be.

I didn't know before. I knew I was broken, but I didn't understand how different and wrong I was.

Well, look at it this way: people don't start growing up until they realize they aren't.

Thomas?

I'm scared.

What if I can't? What if I'm just always like this?

You alright sounds like a grown up. Trust me, we're scared of things like that all the time.

Really?

That makes me feel a little better.

I kind of, kind of wish I'd never found out, though.

Yeah, staying ignorant does have it's advantages.

I wish I'd never had to find out I was a vampire.

I wish you hadn't either.

But... weren't you always one?

No I...I grew up thinking I was human. We...we turn the first time we have sex.

Oh, Thomas.

That... everyone says that's supposed to be a beautiful thing. Or hopefully at least special. I'm sorry it led to such a bad thing.

Well, that's not to mention the first time is always fatal.

Oh, well, I'm over it.

...

What a horrible way to discover...

I'm so sorry.

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