livingmyths: (Pensive face)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-05-27 09:46 am

094: In the Woods

If anyone's looking for me, I'm going to be staying out in the woods for a while.

I've taken some time off from the Library and I just... I'm just going to go out and stay by the river for a bit.

Don't worry, I have my backpack with all my things and I have my Network Device so you can reach me. And if anyone wants to come visit I can tell you where I am.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm... I'm not right, Tony.

I never really realized it till the whole thing with my mind got better, but... I'm not.

I'm like a kid. Not like a grown-up. I'm, it's like I'm not real.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Rain, listen to me. No one, no one is right. We all have problems and hang ups and parts of us that are wrong.

You are very much real. You've been through a lot and your mind has protected you from some things but there are a lot of us here who love you for who you are, Rain.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't want to be like a little kid, though, Tony.

I know you all care about me and I'm so happy you do It means so much.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Think of how much you've already changed though, Rain. Growing and maturing takes time and you've already started that. If you rush things, it could end up very badly.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I know.

I'm trying.

But... right now I'm... I just want to be somewhere else for a while.

So I can be sad without bothering anyone.

And I won't feel so alone in the woods.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Can I come see you? I'd really like to.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-27 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
You can always come see me, Tony, wherever I am, no matter what.

Always.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-28 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. And you can always visit me, whenever you feel like it, okay?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-28 12:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh no! I wouldn't want to interrupt you when you're busy!

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-30 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Rain, you can interrupt me any time that you want to, okay?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-30 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay.

But I won't if you're busy.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-31 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Alright, and if I'm ever too busy to see you, I'll let you know.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-31 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds good.