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livingmyths) wrote2009-08-30 04:32 pm
livingmyths) wrote2009-08-30 04:32 pm
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0109: Venturing Out
I think I'm going to go see the mountain today. Maybe not climb it, but at least to see it.
Ianto, I'm sorry I haven't been at the Library. I just... haven't wanted to leave my house for a while. I'll try to go tomorrow. Maybe I could work at night when no one's there? Straightening up and reshelving and everything? Make up some time that way?
Anyway, I'm not going to venture too far from home today. Just the mountain and right back.
Mat? I want to do something really nice for you - for being so good to me, you know? I just need to think of what.
Ianto, I'm sorry I haven't been at the Library. I just... haven't wanted to leave my house for a while. I'll try to go tomorrow. Maybe I could work at night when no one's there? Straightening up and reshelving and everything? Make up some time that way?
Anyway, I'm not going to venture too far from home today. Just the mountain and right back.
Mat? I want to do something really nice for you - for being so good to me, you know? I just need to think of what.
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I... I haven't even been out of my house for a while, so I'll be careful.
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Why haven't you been out?
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I... I haven't felt... right.
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I'm sorry. Have you been sick?
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Not exactly. Just... a kind of bad thing happened and I haven't wanted to go anywhere.
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I'm sorry, anything I can do? Or want to talk about it?
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No... thank you, though. It's... it's silly.
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If you're sure. It's probably not as silly as you might think.
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I'm sure. Too many people know already. The wrong people too.
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I get it, I hope whatever happened smooths out.
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Me too. It makes me feel horrible.
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Can't be that bad.
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That's what some people say, but to me it's terrible, no matter what others think.
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Is it terrible in a you did something bad sense or just in an embarrassing sense?
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Mostly embarrassing, but a little doing something bad.
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Embarrassing things have a way of eventually being forgotten.
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This... he never forgets anything. Not anything at all.
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Maybe he doesn't really think it's that bad.
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He probably just feels sorry for me, which is worse.
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You won't know for sure though. Unless you've read his mind and do know.
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I know him.
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I'm sorry. Embarrassing things happen all the time though.
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I know they do. And I know maybe I'm being stupid, but I am the way I am.
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