livingmyths: (Beautiful pensive side)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-05-12 08:04 pm

089: Ponderings

I just...

I sort of told someone...

I kind of...

... said I felt beautiful.

That's so... so very new to me.

It sort of feels wrong, but at the same time... I did. I felt kind of beautiful and important and special.

I don't quite know what to do with that.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'll try to explain, but... it's odd.

He said he didn't want to watch a movie with me because he didn't want to have to apologize and when I said I didn't know why he'd have to he said he didn't mean to me and then said it didn't matter and then he jsut stopped talking to me.
prodigalvampire: (Business-Time)

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2009-05-13 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
That's....pretty confusing. You mind running that by me again?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
That's kind of what I felt.

He said he didn't want to watch a movie because he didn't want to have to apologize.

And then he said it might not be me he'd be apologizing to.

And when I asked him what he meant he said it didn't matter and stopped talking to me.
prodigalvampire: (Listen-Intense)

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2009-05-13 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Who is this guy?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't really matter.

Just that he was confusing.
prodigalvampire: (Smirk)

[personal profile] prodigalvampire 2009-05-13 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
That doesn't mean I don't want to know.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Why?