livingmyths: (Beautiful pensive side)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-05-12 08:04 pm
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089: Ponderings

I just...

I sort of told someone...

I kind of...

... said I felt beautiful.

That's so... so very new to me.

It sort of feels wrong, but at the same time... I did. I felt kind of beautiful and important and special.

I don't quite know what to do with that.
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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Huh.

I never really felt like this before. Not all the way, you know?

[identity profile] lt-alenko.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
Well, then, I'm happy that's changed for you.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
It's kind of nice and kind of scary.

[identity profile] lt-alenko.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Many women are beautiful. It's nothing to be scared of.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I don't think I'm beautiful like any of them!

I'm just... just maybe a little in a quiet way.

[identity profile] lt-alenko.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Of course you're not. You're not them.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow that makes me feel better.

To think I'm still just me.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
I guess... I guess I kind of am.

[identity profile] lt-alenko.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
You've been kind to me, and helpful, and I don't know what happened in your past to make you feel worthless, but it makes me happy to know that's starting to change.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
I... some bad things, I guess.

But I found out some things and my head works better now, so...

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-13 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
It is, isn't it?

I don't even get so scared if I accidentally hear what someone is thinking.
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