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livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-05-04 06:24 pm
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087: Better

It's good to be back at work. I think the Library missed me. I felt like it sort of followed me around all day, which I know sounds silly, but everytime I turned around something it knew I would like was right there.

I'm up here on the roof now, enjoying the air and the freedom and the not being afraid.

Everything seems so much more clear. It's kind of interesting.

Thomas...? I'm so sorry. I know I said I wouldn't with anyone else so we could see what happened, but I thought it was - by the time I realized... I... it was too late. I didn't mean to.
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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Many people who seem confident on the outside are not necessarily so on the inside.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh... I hadn't thought about that. Maybe 'cause I'm always so not confident that all I think about is me.

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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Appearances are often very important to people. You wouldn't even notice unless you were very close to them.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
Unless I could hear them, right?

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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, unless you could hear them.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
Life is even more confusing than I thought.

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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
The Doctor would undoubtedly say that's part of it's charm. But you learn to adapt.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know how good I am at that.

Though... with all the moving around... maybe I'm better than I think.

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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I think you are, too. You just need to believe in yourself a little.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
That's always been hard for me to do. I'm so used to thinking of myself as a not-mucher.

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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
With you love of nature you might like to think of it this way. Many plants start small, but they grow - some do it quickly, some take awhile. But I have faith that you will get stronger, and that you can figure some way to be happy.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmmm...

I think I'm a very tiny plant. And I grow slow. But maybe I'll grow up to be a big one or maybe I'll just be a very nice small one.

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[identity profile] lady-wandering.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Either way I look forward to seeing it.

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[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like to see how I turn out as well!
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