livingmyths: (Beautiful pensive side)
livingmyths ([personal profile] livingmyths) wrote2009-05-04 06:24 pm

087: Better

It's good to be back at work. I think the Library missed me. I felt like it sort of followed me around all day, which I know sounds silly, but everytime I turned around something it knew I would like was right there.

I'm up here on the roof now, enjoying the air and the freedom and the not being afraid.

Everything seems so much more clear. It's kind of interesting.

Thomas...? I'm so sorry. I know I said I wouldn't with anyone else so we could see what happened, but I thought it was - by the time I realized... I... it was too late. I didn't mean to.

Re: Noooo way.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I like not being so scared all the time.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Can you tell a noticeable difference?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
In the being scared? Not from before really, but from during yes, of course.

I can hear better or just not listen better too.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
You remember more now too, don't you? Things from your past.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
If you ever need to talk about anything or even just get away from things you let me know, okay?

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
How would I get away from things that I carry with me everywhere.

Talking, though... I might sometime.

[identity profile] morethanasuit.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
You do things that make you forget about them for a bit. Or forget about them as much as you can.

I'm always here for you.

[identity profile] livingmyths.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
I guess that makes sense.

And I know you are.